I dunno wat i hav bcome over this period of time...I'd realize many things is beginning to change very sudden...people change, situation change...even me myself, had changed into another totally different person, someone that i barely knew...living in a mask is jz..u know, difficult.........ever since i begin my smoking days, i knew, there's no turning bac for me.....
Sometimes, i ask myself, 'Do I really wanna b like this?' haha, guess what? I cant answer myself...maybe i'm still too young to think about this...or maybe i hav got no stand, not firm enuff with my own decisions.....
